I am doing an in-depth research project on Humane Borders, a faith based organization that maintains water stations throughout the desert. The piece isn't done yet, but I have discovered something I stongly support - Border Patrol Rescue Beacons.
You see, what Humane Borders does has become quite controversial. Many say that because the organization provides water for illegal immigrants, they are aiding or supporting illegal immigration. Humane Borders strongly denies these accusations and says they are just doing the humane thing; providing people with water. That seems like a legitimate argument. People have to be pretty coldblooded to argue against saving lives and stopping suffering. But a few of the border patrol agents I spoke with raised a legitimate concern. They say that the coyotes are now using the water stations as a selling point. The coyotes convince immigrants that they will survive the journey because there are water stations in the desert to help them. In reality though, the desert is huge and vast and there are only about 80 stations so the chances of finding one is slim. But with the idea that help will be available the immigrants head out into a deadly desert with a false sense of hope.
So back to my original point - border patrol rescue beacons. The agents that I spoke with said that this is thier alternative the water stations. The rescue beacons are 40 feet tall stations, with bright blue lights on top, and a button with a sign that reads push for assistance. The sign is in English, Spanish, Tohono O'odham and also has a picture gram. When the button is pushed trained medical personnel respond immediately to help the immigrants. Then, because these beacons are operated by the border patrol the immigrants are returned to Mexico. It seems like a win-win situation. People don't die, and nobody can be accused of aiding illegal immigration.
An argument against the beacons that crossed my mind is that the illegal immigrants won't use the beacons because they don't want to return to Mexico. But, I think if the choice is between death and returning home, they will return home. Besides, according to Humane Borders the point of the water stations is not to help illegal immigrants make it into the US, it is to make sure they don't perish in the desert. The border patrol beacons will do just that.
The one problem I see with these beacons is that there are not enough of them. One of the agents I spoke with was concerned that because there were only 80 Humane Borders' water stations in the desert, immigrants that were relying on them would not be able to locate one. Compare that 80 to the 21 rescue beacons that are currently in the desert and the problem seems much worse. The beacons are a great idea, but there needs to be A LOT more of them.
Here are some links to press releases from the border patrol talking about the success of the beacons.
CBP Arizona Border Patrol Rescues Six Over Weekend
CBP Border Patrol Rescues 14 More Illegal Aliens
Here is a story in the Washington Post about the beacons.
Desert beacons lead to illegals
Here is a story in National Geographic that talks about the beacons. Also, check out the photo gallery that is attached to the story. It tells the story better than words can.
Border Patrol: Along the Devil's Highway
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Not your average town
When most people hear 'border town' they automatically think of trashy, dirty indistinguishable towns. I can see and hear it in people's responses every time I tell them where I'm from. But Bisbee doesn't fit that mold. Bisbee began as booming mining town back in the 1880s. When the mines closed the town became a refuge for hippies from around the country. With them came culture, art, and an overall feeling of acceptance and peace. Today that feeling remains and has been joined by other groups to create a truly diverse population. Bisbee attracts an older generation, looking to retire and enjoy the peaceful surroundings and intimate community setting. It has a large Hispanic population that bring rich Mexican tradition into the mix. And it has the younger generation who, born in Bisbee, soaked up the diverse community to become unique, diverse individuals of their own. Bisbee is not your standard border town. It is a place with a lot of history, a lot of culture, and a lot of really friendly people.
These videos illustrate a small part of what Bisbee has to offer.
These videos illustrate a small part of what Bisbee has to offer.
Sunday, April 8, 2007
A Walk Through My Front Yard
These are views from different sides of my house. Illegal immigrants come over these hills and head towards town.
This is a wash directly in front of my house. It is hard to see in the pictures above, which is exactly why the illegal immigrants use it as their path into town.
The illegal immigrants leave behind clothes, water bottles, backpacks, gloves, etc.
I came across two barbed wire fences while walking through the wash. Both of them had been cut through so the illegal immigrants could avoid climbing out of the wash.
One of the backpacks that I came across looked much newer than the rest I had seen. I opened it up to find a full change of clothes: a pair of pants, a shirt, and a pair of socks. In the pants pocket I found bus tickets used to travel north through Mexico. The date on the last ticket was from 5 days prior. Most likely the owner of the backpack was in the wash only one day before I was.
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This is a wash directly in front of my house. It is hard to see in the pictures above, which is exactly why the illegal immigrants use it as their path into town.
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The illegal immigrants leave behind clothes, water bottles, backpacks, gloves, etc.
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I came across two barbed wire fences while walking through the wash. Both of them had been cut through so the illegal immigrants could avoid climbing out of the wash.
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One of the backpacks that I came across looked much newer than the rest I had seen. I opened it up to find a full change of clothes: a pair of pants, a shirt, and a pair of socks. In the pants pocket I found bus tickets used to travel north through Mexico. The date on the last ticket was from 5 days prior. Most likely the owner of the backpack was in the wash only one day before I was.
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Sunday, April 1, 2007
Bisbee Beats to it's Own Drum
Since leaving Bisbee I have found that things I consider very normal seem odd to most outsiders (i.e., people who aren't from Bisbee). It is a place filled with diversity and that diversity is the norm. But once I left, I realized that all places aren't so accepting. Bisbee is quite a unique town... people come from Mexico, people come from South American, people come from all over the world, and with them comes a uniqueness I have only encountered in Bisbee.
Check out some of these videos to get a feel for what it is like in Bisbee.
Earth Day Festival
Art Car
Although this video only shows one, there are quite a few of these cars driving around in Bisbee. Some have a theme (i.e., dolls, Christian symbols, metallic...) some don't, but they are all interesting and creative.
Pride Day
The mayor, Ron Oertle, annouces it official pride day in Bisbee. I interviewed him for one of my stories about illegal immigration. To read the story click here.
Fourth of July Parade
Mucking and Drill Contest
This tradition is left over from the mining days. It is one of the many events on the Fourth of July. Others are; the coaster races, the B Hill race, barbequing in the Vista Park, the parade in Warren, and of course the fireworks, which are set of from the top of a tailing pile (dirt removed from the earth during the mining days).
All of these videos show only a miniscule part of Bisbee's uniqueness. It is a place like no other and although I have come across many, many people who turn up their noses at our different ways, I am proud to be a native Bisbean.
Check out some of these videos to get a feel for what it is like in Bisbee.
Earth Day Festival
This may seem odd to most people, but scenes like this one are quite normal in Bisbee. The town and its people are very earth friendly and everyone is proud to show it in any way that they can - Even if it is just dancing barefoot to Bob Marley in the local park.
I actually know quite a few people in this video, but that is to be expected in Bisbee.
Art Car
Although this video only shows one, there are quite a few of these cars driving around in Bisbee. Some have a theme (i.e., dolls, Christian symbols, metallic...) some don't, but they are all interesting and creative.
Pride Day
The mayor, Ron Oertle, annouces it official pride day in Bisbee. I interviewed him for one of my stories about illegal immigration. To read the story click here.
Fourth of July Parade
This is our Fourth of July Parade. Believe it or not, it's actually a big deal. Everyone from town comes out to join the festivities. After the parade everyone heads downtown to watch the traditional Fourth of July mucking contest.
Mucking and Drill Contest
This tradition is left over from the mining days. It is one of the many events on the Fourth of July. Others are; the coaster races, the B Hill race, barbequing in the Vista Park, the parade in Warren, and of course the fireworks, which are set of from the top of a tailing pile (dirt removed from the earth during the mining days).
All of these videos show only a miniscule part of Bisbee's uniqueness. It is a place like no other and although I have come across many, many people who turn up their noses at our different ways, I am proud to be a native Bisbean.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Border Town Fashion... Yes, it's different
There is no doubt about it; fashion in border towns is different from the rest of the U.S.
Hispanic style had a significant impact on the fashion and trends we followed. Older members of the community might not have felt this influence, but as high school-aged teenagers, everything from the way we did our makeup to the kinds of shoes we wore reflected Hispanic style.
When I started out to write this blog, I thought I would do some research first. I searched far and wide for articles, opinions, blogs, anything that talked about this subject, but I found nothing. I found articles in fashion magazines about the influence of Chinese style and the influence of African-American style, but none about how Mexican style impacts U.S. fashion. So I’m going to write what I know about it, because I experienced it first hand.
First of all, let’s talk about the jewelry. Gold, gold, and more gold. You won’t find Hispanic girls wearing silver or even white gold for that matter. It’s all about the
yellow stuff – and lots of it. These 7 day bracelets (or semenario bracelets) were one of the most popular things to wear. I’d say starting in about 4th grade girls began wearing these thick, gold bangles. Often they covered about a ¼ of their small arms, but that didn’t stop the trend. In fact, like the bigger the bracelets were the better.
The same went for earrings: big and gold. Pretty much all of the girls wore hoops. Other styles just ceased to exist. Guys on the other hand wore diamond studs.
And as for necklaces, it seemed that everyone owned one of these script name necklaces. Of course, in gold.
In addition to jewlery Hispanic makeup trends influenced the girls at my high school as well. To shape their eyebrows, instead of plucking or waxing, many of the girls just shaved them off and drew on new ones. One arched line of dark, brown eyeliner replaced their original eyebrows. What always made me laugh was when they didn’t draw them on quite right. Too high of an arch left them with a constant look of surprise. I always wondered what they looked like when they washed their faces at night. I mean, you don’t sleep with your makeup on, so that means the eyebrows come off too. I guess this trend ruled out swimming as a hobby as well.
One of the other makeup trends was wearing thick, dark lip liner. Usually lip liner is blended into the lipstick color for a more natural look, but many of the girls drew a thick, dark line around the outside of their lips and just left it there.
This is a picture I found on the internet of a girl that represents both of these trends.
As for our hair, there was really only one way to do it: long, with layers, curled under at the ends with a thick curling iron. Bangs were optional, but when girls did have them they were big and curled like Selena’s in this picture.
I’ve also noticed that Mexican fashion had an influence on our shoes. Usually when women dress up, stilettos are the shoes of choice. But in Bisbee, you wouldn’t find any thin heels, only chunky ones. Chunky, platforms like these were what the girls always wore.
Hispanic style had a significant impact on the fashion and trends we followed. Older members of the community might not have felt this influence, but as high school-aged teenagers, everything from the way we did our makeup to the kinds of shoes we wore reflected Hispanic style.
When I started out to write this blog, I thought I would do some research first. I searched far and wide for articles, opinions, blogs, anything that talked about this subject, but I found nothing. I found articles in fashion magazines about the influence of Chinese style and the influence of African-American style, but none about how Mexican style impacts U.S. fashion. So I’m going to write what I know about it, because I experienced it first hand.
First of all, let’s talk about the jewelry. Gold, gold, and more gold. You won’t find Hispanic girls wearing silver or even white gold for that matter. It’s all about the
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The same went for earrings: big and gold. Pretty much all of the girls wore hoops. Other styles just ceased to exist. Guys on the other hand wore diamond studs.
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In addition to jewlery Hispanic makeup trends influenced the girls at my high school as well. To shape their eyebrows, instead of plucking or waxing, many of the girls just shaved them off and drew on new ones. One arched line of dark, brown eyeliner replaced their original eyebrows. What always made me laugh was when they didn’t draw them on quite right. Too high of an arch left them with a constant look of surprise. I always wondered what they looked like when they washed their faces at night. I mean, you don’t sleep with your makeup on, so that means the eyebrows come off too. I guess this trend ruled out swimming as a hobby as well.
One of the other makeup trends was wearing thick, dark lip liner. Usually lip liner is blended into the lipstick color for a more natural look, but many of the girls drew a thick, dark line around the outside of their lips and just left it there.
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As for our hair, there was really only one way to do it: long, with layers, curled under at the ends with a thick curling iron. Bangs were optional, but when girls did have them they were big and curled like Selena’s in this picture.
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Monday, March 19, 2007
A fight to be white
In my last blog I talked with a few people who also grew up close to the U.S.-Mexico border. I wanted to find out how others felt about their experience. One person mentioned that the Mexican culture is more aggressive. At first I wanted to disagree with this statement, but then I got to thinking. First of all, I don’t agree that as a whole the Mexican culture is more aggressive. I have traveled to Mexico many times and find that Mexican people are usually compassionate, warm-hearted people. But, at my high school, it was a different story.
Usually being Caucasian would make me the majority race, but in Bisbee this wasn’t the case. I was the minority and I was treated like one. In most parts of the U.S. racial discrimination is aimed at people of other races; Mexicans, African Americans, Middle Eastern people. It’s not so often that being white makes you the target. If a Caucasian person wants to experience racial discrimination all they have to do is attend Bisbee High School.
Every year the first weeks of high school are filled with student fights. My freshman year blood was splattered across my locker on the second day of school. By week two a student had to have his jaw wired back in place. There were fights in the cafeteria, there were fights in the hallways and in classrooms, there were fights in the parking lot – my educational experience was one mixed with fear. But I couldn’t let that fear show through. That would have made me an easy target. So instead I stood up for myself.
Everyday day after my third period class I would walk past a Mexican girl who decided I was going to be the target of her hatred. This girl had no reason to dislike me, but as she passed by me each day she glared at me. I suppose she was expecting me to look down at the floor and each time that I didn’t her anger grew. Pretty soon the insults starting coming, most of them were in Spanish – things like “stupid, white bitch” were the most common. For the most part I just didn’t react, but I never look down. She didn’t like that so one day she punched me in the face. One thing that I will say about the Mexican culture is that they wear a lot of jewelry – nice, big, gold rings. That felt great across the bridge of my nose.
Like I said earlier, if you don’t stick up for yourself, you just become an easy target, so I fought back. There was a teacher standing near by, and a few of my friends as well, so the fight was quickly broken up.
The transition into high school is an awkward, difficult period for most youth. But as a white teenager, attending Bisbee High School, you face quite another monster. I can’t count the number of times I was called a white bitch or the number of racial fights that took place at my high school, but I can tell you that it was A LOT. Surviving Bisbee High School as a skinny, white girl meant you had to be careful, you had to have friends that would stand up for you, and you had to hide that fact that they scared the crap out of you.
Usually being Caucasian would make me the majority race, but in Bisbee this wasn’t the case. I was the minority and I was treated like one. In most parts of the U.S. racial discrimination is aimed at people of other races; Mexicans, African Americans, Middle Eastern people. It’s not so often that being white makes you the target. If a Caucasian person wants to experience racial discrimination all they have to do is attend Bisbee High School.
Every year the first weeks of high school are filled with student fights. My freshman year blood was splattered across my locker on the second day of school. By week two a student had to have his jaw wired back in place. There were fights in the cafeteria, there were fights in the hallways and in classrooms, there were fights in the parking lot – my educational experience was one mixed with fear. But I couldn’t let that fear show through. That would have made me an easy target. So instead I stood up for myself.
Everyday day after my third period class I would walk past a Mexican girl who decided I was going to be the target of her hatred. This girl had no reason to dislike me, but as she passed by me each day she glared at me. I suppose she was expecting me to look down at the floor and each time that I didn’t her anger grew. Pretty soon the insults starting coming, most of them were in Spanish – things like “stupid, white bitch” were the most common. For the most part I just didn’t react, but I never look down. She didn’t like that so one day she punched me in the face. One thing that I will say about the Mexican culture is that they wear a lot of jewelry – nice, big, gold rings. That felt great across the bridge of my nose.
Like I said earlier, if you don’t stick up for yourself, you just become an easy target, so I fought back. There was a teacher standing near by, and a few of my friends as well, so the fight was quickly broken up.
The transition into high school is an awkward, difficult period for most youth. But as a white teenager, attending Bisbee High School, you face quite another monster. I can’t count the number of times I was called a white bitch or the number of racial fights that took place at my high school, but I can tell you that it was A LOT. Surviving Bisbee High School as a skinny, white girl meant you had to be careful, you had to have friends that would stand up for you, and you had to hide that fact that they scared the crap out of you.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Enough about me already
Let’s hear from other people to find out what they did and did not like about growing up in a border town.
Serena Sullivan, 22:
“I liked being able to cross the line to drink and go party when I was 16,” she said. “I also liked being able to go over there to buy food or have dinner,” she added.
Serena also said she enjoyed experiencing Mexican culture.
“We don’t have as much culture over here,” she said.
What Serena didn’t like about growing up so close to the Mexico was constantly being surrounded by the Border Patrol.
“Having them everywhere is like having the government around you all the time. Even though they don’t have anything to do with me they’re everywhere and I’ve always hated that,” she said. “They can pull us over and hold us if we’re speeding and they’re not even cops,” she added.
David Gallaher, 22:
“I liked the convenience of being able to go get palettes and fresh tortillas and stuff like that,” he said.
David also liked the varied experiences that living in a border town exposed him to.
“It’s cool because there are all kinds of different people that come through the area,” he said.
But being Caucasian sometimes made David feel uncomfortable when he crossed the border in Naco, Senora.
“I feel kinda awkward, like the outcast, when I go over there because Naco is pretty segregated,” he said.
Sage Alexander, 21:
Sage agreed that one of best parts about living in a border town was being exposed to a wide variety of cultures, customs, and people.
“There are so many different kinds of people,” he said. “Now I’m comfortable with a lot of variety,” he added.
But Sage says there is a negative aspect to the Mexican culture as well.
“There is more aggression in the Mexican culture. I saw more people getting fights that were Mexican,” he said.
Christina Gomez, 22:
Christina was grateful to live close to the border because it made her appreciate even small things about living the United States.
“As soon as you get into Naco everything is so trashy and you can instantly tell you're in Mexico. It made me appreciate our 'every once in a while pothole' and the two stop lights we have in Bisbee.”
Appreciating the opportunities we have as U.S. citizens only made Christina more compassionate towards the illegal immigrants she constantly saw during her youth.
“It's so sad and I feel so bad for them,” she said. There way of life it so sad that they're willing to risk there lives to come to our country,” she added.
Christian Ramirez grew up three miles north of the U.S./Mexico Border in California. Click here to read his story and find out how his expereinces have shaped his life.
Serena Sullivan, 22:
“I liked being able to cross the line to drink and go party when I was 16,” she said. “I also liked being able to go over there to buy food or have dinner,” she added.
Serena also said she enjoyed experiencing Mexican culture.
“We don’t have as much culture over here,” she said.
What Serena didn’t like about growing up so close to the Mexico was constantly being surrounded by the Border Patrol.
“Having them everywhere is like having the government around you all the time. Even though they don’t have anything to do with me they’re everywhere and I’ve always hated that,” she said. “They can pull us over and hold us if we’re speeding and they’re not even cops,” she added.
David Gallaher, 22:
“I liked the convenience of being able to go get palettes and fresh tortillas and stuff like that,” he said.
David also liked the varied experiences that living in a border town exposed him to.
“It’s cool because there are all kinds of different people that come through the area,” he said.
But being Caucasian sometimes made David feel uncomfortable when he crossed the border in Naco, Senora.
“I feel kinda awkward, like the outcast, when I go over there because Naco is pretty segregated,” he said.
Sage Alexander, 21:
Sage agreed that one of best parts about living in a border town was being exposed to a wide variety of cultures, customs, and people.
“There are so many different kinds of people,” he said. “Now I’m comfortable with a lot of variety,” he added.
But Sage says there is a negative aspect to the Mexican culture as well.
“There is more aggression in the Mexican culture. I saw more people getting fights that were Mexican,” he said.
Christina Gomez, 22:
Christina was grateful to live close to the border because it made her appreciate even small things about living the United States.
“As soon as you get into Naco everything is so trashy and you can instantly tell you're in Mexico. It made me appreciate our 'every once in a while pothole' and the two stop lights we have in Bisbee.”
Appreciating the opportunities we have as U.S. citizens only made Christina more compassionate towards the illegal immigrants she constantly saw during her youth.
“It's so sad and I feel so bad for them,” she said. There way of life it so sad that they're willing to risk there lives to come to our country,” she added.
Christian Ramirez grew up three miles north of the U.S./Mexico Border in California. Click here to read his story and find out how his expereinces have shaped his life.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Can I use the holy water too?
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Last Wednesday at about 3 o’clock, I walking through campus to my afternoon class, and a girl walked past me with ashes smeared across her forehead. I don’t know if anyone else found this to be odd, but I certainly did not. In fact I was a little surprised I hadn’t seen more of it. You see, in Bisbee I was the oddball; the one walking around without the ashes on my forehead.
Growing up in a border town means growing up with a lot of Mexicans, and that means growing up with a lot of Catholics, which I am not. This meant that I was excluded from many of the things that most of my peers were involved in, like Ash Wednesday. By the time I reached high school, that didn’t bother me at all. But as a young adolescent, trying to fit in with my friends, I just wanted to be like everyone else, and in Bisbee that meant being Catholic.
Think back to when you were in elementary school and junior high. If all of your friends wore polka dot shoes laces, you wanted to too. If all of your friends wanted to dye their hair neon colors, you wanted to too. All of my friends wore gold crosses and I wanted to too.
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So as that girl walked by me on campus, it got me thinking about Ash Wednesday and Lent when I was in high school. I was one of the few who didn’t give something up for the 40 days prior to Easter. I was one of the few who still ate meat on Fridays*. I was one of the few who wasn't Catholic.
I made momentary eye contact with that girl as she passed by and I think she may have felt like I used to- like the minority.
The pictures in this blog are from:
http://vineyardmen.typepad.com/men_of_the_vineyard/images/ash_wednesday.jpg
http://www.arnettslaboutique.com
*Our cafeteria actually stopped serving meat on Friday during Lent – Now that I think about that, it seems a little odd. Aren’t church and state supposed to be separate? Why would a public school cafeteria not serve meat on Friday during Lent?
Thursday, February 15, 2007
But it wasn’t just marijuana,
(For privacy purposes I will not be revealing any information about the people I mention in this blog. Everyone will simply be referred to as a friend.)
I think it’s a pretty widely accepted fact that high school students come into contact with marijuana, and yes, most of them try it. But how do you feel about fourth graders being exposed to it? That’s how old I was the first time I saw drugs at school. My classmate had a stash in his crayon box, which he showed me when the teacher wasn’t paying attention.
Growing up in a border town exposes youth to a drug culture that I have come to understand is not the norm. Drugs flow up from Mexico to be distributed throughout the United States and border towns are the first stop. On the surface Bisbee may appear charming and quaint, but if you look a little deeper, you’ll find a different story.
My reputation in Bisbee was that of a “good kid.” I was always on the honor roll, I was an athlete, I was in student council, yearbook, national honor society… Yet, this culture even found its way to me. I was in the eighth grade the first time I came across a drug other than Marijuana. One of my friends showed up to a slumber party with “Angel Dust”. The rest of us didn’t really know what to think, and most of us didn’t try it, but some did… we were only 13.
And then came high school. I think what marijuana is to most high schools, cocaine is to Bisbee High School. It didn’t take long before I saw friends sniffing the white lines up their nostrils. Coke was a common thing. Most often I would see it at parties, but in reality is was everywhere. It was in people’s cars, it was in people’s wallets, it was in people’s lockers, everywhere. Usually I saw people sniffing it, but once or twice I walking in on a lighter heating up a spoonful to be smoked. If a Bisbee High School student wanted to buy a baggie of coke during lunch hour it wouldn’t have been hard. And the teachers and administration all seemed oblivious. One time, during my first period English class, the subject of drugs came up. We let on to the fact that drugs were very prominent at school and our teacher was absolutely shocked, so was I. I was shocked he didn’t know.
But the students didn’t just use, they dealt too. Someone very close to me got caught up in it and it destroyed our relationship. First he sold only weed, but then he moved on to coke and things got bad. He had access to such large amounts of drugs, that he got hooked. I continually struggled with him over it, but my words fell on deaf ears.
One night, at about 1 a.m., he called me crying and I could tell that he was completely coked up. He quickly ended our conversation and left me on the other end worrying. I decided to drive to his house. When I got there the house was silent, and I peered into his room, but it was empty. Then I heard him crying in the bathroom. I opened the door and a wave of shock ran over me. There was blood everywhere; smeared across the walls, on the bathtub, on the toilet, in the sink, on the floor, and worst of all, all over my friend. I began to panic, but calmed down a little when I figured out it was all coming from his nose. He was shaking, and crying, and talking incoherently. He was terrified that his parents were going to find out so I went to work cleaning up the mess. After I had everything in order, I moved him to his bed and held him in my arms for hours, hoping he would be okay, until he finally calmed down. I’m not going to tell of all of my troubling stories because I could go on and on, but I will say that as a young teenager I dealt with situations like this one far too often.
To make matters worse, some got involved beyond personal use and small time dealing. One of my friends made quite a bit of money driving pounds of marijuana from Bisbee to Tucson. Dealers in Mexico would hook up with dealers in Bisbee, who would pass the drugs on to my friend for transportation to Tucson. Having a young teenage face made it easier to get through Border Patrol stops without being searched.
The heavy drug culture that circulates around Bisbee’s youth is detrimental and undiscriminating. It can find its way to even the “good kids” without much effort. But at that time it didn’t really strike me as unusual. I’d been dealing with it since fourth grade and didn’t know anything different. Now that I’m out of Bisbee, even though I’m much older, I come across drugs far less often. I’ve talked with friends from other areas of the country and when I tell my stories they’re amazed. As far as I can tell, most high school students didn’t face the influence of drugs nearly as much as those of us who attended a border town high school.
Now I worry that the effects are becoming even more harmful. After I graduated and moved away, the meth craze began. Stories from Bisbee about high school students destroying their lives make it to me every so often. Meth is such an addictive drug that even students who plan on trying it once, end up completely ruining their futures.
Honestly, I’m just glad I made it out.
I think it’s a pretty widely accepted fact that high school students come into contact with marijuana, and yes, most of them try it. But how do you feel about fourth graders being exposed to it? That’s how old I was the first time I saw drugs at school. My classmate had a stash in his crayon box, which he showed me when the teacher wasn’t paying attention.
Growing up in a border town exposes youth to a drug culture that I have come to understand is not the norm. Drugs flow up from Mexico to be distributed throughout the United States and border towns are the first stop. On the surface Bisbee may appear charming and quaint, but if you look a little deeper, you’ll find a different story.
My reputation in Bisbee was that of a “good kid.” I was always on the honor roll, I was an athlete, I was in student council, yearbook, national honor society… Yet, this culture even found its way to me. I was in the eighth grade the first time I came across a drug other than Marijuana. One of my friends showed up to a slumber party with “Angel Dust”. The rest of us didn’t really know what to think, and most of us didn’t try it, but some did… we were only 13.
And then came high school. I think what marijuana is to most high schools, cocaine is to Bisbee High School. It didn’t take long before I saw friends sniffing the white lines up their nostrils. Coke was a common thing. Most often I would see it at parties, but in reality is was everywhere. It was in people’s cars, it was in people’s wallets, it was in people’s lockers, everywhere. Usually I saw people sniffing it, but once or twice I walking in on a lighter heating up a spoonful to be smoked. If a Bisbee High School student wanted to buy a baggie of coke during lunch hour it wouldn’t have been hard. And the teachers and administration all seemed oblivious. One time, during my first period English class, the subject of drugs came up. We let on to the fact that drugs were very prominent at school and our teacher was absolutely shocked, so was I. I was shocked he didn’t know.
But the students didn’t just use, they dealt too. Someone very close to me got caught up in it and it destroyed our relationship. First he sold only weed, but then he moved on to coke and things got bad. He had access to such large amounts of drugs, that he got hooked. I continually struggled with him over it, but my words fell on deaf ears.
One night, at about 1 a.m., he called me crying and I could tell that he was completely coked up. He quickly ended our conversation and left me on the other end worrying. I decided to drive to his house. When I got there the house was silent, and I peered into his room, but it was empty. Then I heard him crying in the bathroom. I opened the door and a wave of shock ran over me. There was blood everywhere; smeared across the walls, on the bathtub, on the toilet, in the sink, on the floor, and worst of all, all over my friend. I began to panic, but calmed down a little when I figured out it was all coming from his nose. He was shaking, and crying, and talking incoherently. He was terrified that his parents were going to find out so I went to work cleaning up the mess. After I had everything in order, I moved him to his bed and held him in my arms for hours, hoping he would be okay, until he finally calmed down. I’m not going to tell of all of my troubling stories because I could go on and on, but I will say that as a young teenager I dealt with situations like this one far too often.
To make matters worse, some got involved beyond personal use and small time dealing. One of my friends made quite a bit of money driving pounds of marijuana from Bisbee to Tucson. Dealers in Mexico would hook up with dealers in Bisbee, who would pass the drugs on to my friend for transportation to Tucson. Having a young teenage face made it easier to get through Border Patrol stops without being searched.
The heavy drug culture that circulates around Bisbee’s youth is detrimental and undiscriminating. It can find its way to even the “good kids” without much effort. But at that time it didn’t really strike me as unusual. I’d been dealing with it since fourth grade and didn’t know anything different. Now that I’m out of Bisbee, even though I’m much older, I come across drugs far less often. I’ve talked with friends from other areas of the country and when I tell my stories they’re amazed. As far as I can tell, most high school students didn’t face the influence of drugs nearly as much as those of us who attended a border town high school.
Now I worry that the effects are becoming even more harmful. After I graduated and moved away, the meth craze began. Stories from Bisbee about high school students destroying their lives make it to me every so often. Meth is such an addictive drug that even students who plan on trying it once, end up completely ruining their futures.
Honestly, I’m just glad I made it out.
Thursday, February 8, 2007
The Sweeter Side
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It’s a sunny Saturday afternoon and there isn’t much to do. People in other cities might head to one of the countless malls or the local theater to absorb more of Hollywood’s take on reality, but living in a border town expands on those options.
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Beyond great food, living in a Border town has economic advantages. Two of my family members have asthma and buy inhalers on a regular basis. Buying them at U.S. pharmacies can start to add up, so they head down to Naco. It’s about a 10 minute drive to the pharmacies in Mexico, and the prices are MUCH cheaper.
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(By the way, purchasing pharmaceuticals in Mexico is illegal in the U.S. if you don’t have a prescription)
Photos in the blog came from the following Web sites:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/warmnfuzzy/161894796/
http://www.mexgrocer.com/9223.html
http://members.virtualtourist.com/m/1f247/e9cb4/a/
http://www.shop-progreso.com/dentists/marco_ramirez/index.html
http://westernblues.blogspot.com/2005_08_01_westernblues_archive.html
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